虚构 刘 年
有必要虚构一间木屋，七十个平方
用来放置无处可放的文字，任它发霉发酵，腐烂成蛆，化为蚊虫
屋前，有必要虚构一片空地，用来栽你喜欢的葡萄和鸢尾花
有必要虚构一个冬天
虚构一片雪原，冰镇这浮躁的蝉
有必要虚构一个故事，丢进那渐渐熄灭的火塘
故事的开头，梨花满枝，叙事缓慢，对白不多，不要结局
梨花，虚构它一直不落
有必要，虚构一个我，写字的这个，皱纹太多
在脸上，虚构一些笑容，在腰间，虚构一柄长剑
因为现实太硬，剑，有必要虚构它削铁如泥
你，一直在那里，没有必要虚构
但需要虚构一件长裙，水洗绸，紫藤花
然后，再虚构一条船，一阵风，一条未及命名的河流
有必要虚构一些纸，记录一些即将焚毁的事实
然后虚构一些事实，祭奠那些诚实的化为灰烬的纸
有必要虚构一次沉没，告诉人们，扔过来的，只是一根稻草
有必要虚构一次压倒，告诉骆驼，每一条的生命，都是一根稻草
有必要虚构一场恶梦，看哪些人在熟睡，哪些人在装睡
如果没有尖叫，那么这场恶梦，可能不是虚构的
To Fabricate by Liu Nian
It needs to fabricate a log cabin, some seventy square meters
To settle the scripts unallocated, letting them go mold, go maggots, and go worms
To fabricate a ground, in front of the cabin, to plant grapes and orris your favorites
It needs to fabricate a winter, then
And a snowland as well, to make the fickle cicada chilled
It needs to fabricate a legend, cast into the firepan fading bit by bit, at the beginning,
Pear flowers are in full blossom, go slow the plots, with few dialogues, and no ending.
And the pear flowers are fabricated to keep blooming all through
It needs to fabricate a me, who am writing, and bearing wrinkles too much
On whose face a little smile, and, along whose hip a yataghan, very which
Needs to be fabricated to slice iron as if a mud, since the reality feels so stony
As to you, who have stayed here since, it needs not to be fabricated
Except for a gown, made of hand-washed silk, with wisteria blossom imagine
Then, a boat, a breeze, and a river unnamed yet are fabricated
And some paper to record certain facts being cremated soon, and
Some facts, in turn, to make sacrificial rite for the paper true and ashed as well
It needs to fabricate a wreck, to tell people what is passed on is only a hay
And an overwhelm, to tell camel that each life is just a straw, anyway
It needs to fabricate a nightmare, to find out the sleepers sound and the shamers
If it occurs no screams, such nightmare might not be fabricated after all
(Note: This poem is awarded by the People’s Literature, 2013) |
